You know what I never understand? How someone who loves you can talk all this wonderful stuff about you, totally build you up and make you feel amazing about yourself then get mad at you and say cruel hurtful things. Like how does that even work?
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I waited. Smoked, drank, counted the minutes away, drew shapes in the air with my finger bled lines of poetry into my moleskin. I dreamt the hours by, counted all the stars in the sky, twice. I smashed the clocks on the floor bent the arms to watch the days flash by. My breath was heat on the glass, that’s when I knew I was still alive. I waited. Until I forgot what I was waiting for.
You’re not the same. I love you, but I’m not sure how much more hurt I can take. You push me away, say its all me, cause I don’t care or show I love you, but your getting the picture all wrong, I’m still here because I do. You blame me for walking away and trying to be the bigger person but you won’t hear a word I have to say, I’m wrong before I even do anything. I love you, but i don’t know what to do, the longer I stay the more hurts.
You drive me up da wall everytime to you think I want us to be over I wish you’d stop expecting that this isn’t gonna last and just go with what we have right now. We’re happy is that so bad that you have to think we won’t work in the future. aaahhhh!!!!!!!